Yes, it will still be a huge disappointment not to have big lovey scenes with my favorite boys. But, I'll live as long as I feel they could still be together. I think?

I think this is how I feel about it too.

(Although, I have to admit, I'm still relieved about the wedding being called off. I was never comfortable with that.)

But the way I look at it is that if I feel that it's all over because Justin is going to be a few hours drive away, then I don't have a lot of faith in them at all, really.

So either they have this great enduring love, or they don't.

Who was it said that "absence to love is like wind to a flame. It extinguishes the small and enkindles the great".

Maybe that's what we have to remember.

Damn! And now I've had another "Danny" moment where I'm seeing all sorts of symbolism ...

Remember when Justin got back from Harrisburg? Remember him sitting at the bar watching that tiny flame? That was when he "lost" Ethan. That flame was extinguished. Well, this time round, Brian and Justin found each other again in the huge flames that engulfed Babylon. So the large flame, the great, represents ...

Oh no! I am thinking about this stuff way too much. lol.

Off to have breakfast now.

Hugs