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The challenge was to write something about the celebration of some kind of birth or birthday.

The other challenge fics are here: http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/Challenge/4Ann.htm

This one ... is a little gift from me to all the fans of Homecoming and Reverberations.

Hope you like it. Please don't shoot me if you don't. *g*




Birth and Rebirth

A Moonshadow Anniversary Challenge fic

He stood outside the door for a long time before he put out his hand to slide it open.

This had been his home for so long; the place where he’d learned what it was to be a man; the place where, after the violence in his past, he’d finally learned to feel safe.

Now it was his home no longer. He felt awkward about being here. Felt he’d no right to use the key he’d been told to keep.

He had a new life now. He’d finally been able to move on; had learned to let go of the past at last and let the future, with all its beckoning blessings, carry him forward. He just needed to get through this, say a final goodbye, bid farewell to what he’d once thought would be his forever and get some sense of closure. Suddenly the enormity of the changes he’d made, was making, swept over him, threatening to derail his purpose in being here.

Sucking in his lips to keep them from trembling, he abruptly pulled the door open.

It moved more smoothly than he remembered, gliding back before he was ready, and he stood exposed to the confrontation with his past that he’d been dreading.

“No! No! It needs to go higher!”

His partner’s voice sounded as agitated as he’d been feeling only moments before and for some perverse reason this calmed and centered him. His nose stinging from the lingering smell of fresh paint and varnish, he moved to open one of the windows. Then he turned and lazily surveyed what had once been his elegant and pristine domain.

The floor was still half-covered in tarps left behind after the painters had finished last week. Packing crates stood empty of all but discarded bubble wrap, their precious contents leaning propped against various walls. At either end of the loft stood ungainly dust sheet covered mounds of furniture and beneath the large windows lay an untidy roll of matting.

At least the walls were no longer draped in apparently random streams of wiring. These had been replaced by discreet and carefully designed lighting fixtures that had cost more than all of the rest of the redecoration put together.

Beneath one, Justin stood haranguing the workman who’d been detailed to help him hang his artwork. Brian grinned as he listened. People thought he was the picky bitch in their relationship.

Eventually, the painting was hung in just the right place for the lighting to display it to most advantage. Satisfied at last, Justin turned to him.

“I don’t know what you’re smirking about, there are at least six more we have to do yet.”

Brian grinned at him. “Don’t look at me, Sunshine. I’m just a guest here now. You can’t ask your guest to ...”

“Asshole!” Just snapped, turning back to the workman and indicating the next painting. “That one needs to go there.”

Brian watched for a moment, then shrugged out of his leather jacket, leaving it draped over one of the dust sheets. Underneath, he wore a white tee, and his muscles rippled beneath it as he picked up another piece.

“Remind me where this one goes,” he said.

***

Three hours later it was done.

The works were all hung and the workman paid and dismissed. The tarps and dust sheets had been removed, the crates put into the storage area, the matting rolled out and secured and the furniture placed in position.

They were both tired, and by habit they found their footsteps wandering towards the bedroom. But at the foot of the steps, Brian stopped. He put his hands on Justin’s shoulders and turned him to face the space that had once been Brian’s loft.

Gone was the severely restricted color palette he’d introduced. In the corner near the kitchen, the walls around to the window were painted a deep mahogany. Opposite them, past what had been his dining area, the outer wall of the bathroom was a dark slate grey. The strong wooden privacy panels which had replaced the glass ones along the front of the bedroom were covered in silk that exactly matched that shade. Getting the right paint color blend had been a nightmare and had almost cost the painting contractors their job (his partner showing once again that he could be even more critical than Brian himself). Ironically, the blue steel columns which once had been the only touch of whimsy, were now glossy black.

Under the smaller set of windows, in what was now the “hospitality area”, the dining setting had been replaced by several small armchairs - deliberately unmatched - in a range of fabrics from soft cream leather to a deep, mossy green brocade, and a severely plain mahogany coffee table. Flat against the wall in the “red” corner stood a small drop-sided table in dark stained oak that could open out to seat four for dinner. Chairs in the same wood sat near the windows. The area in front of the slate grey wall was blessedly uncluttered, although the cabinets beneath the privacy panels had been retained and would soon be filled with all the accoutrements of the artist’s profession.

At the other end of the loft, in the areas around the large windows, the color scheme was entirely different. Here, a pale eggshell blue, just this side of white, reflected all the available light into what had once been his lounge area and was now designated as Justin’s workspace.

At the end, in the back corner, was a desk, one arm of which held the computer which was as much a tool of his trade as his more traditional paints and brushes. Nearby, under the original glass privacy panels on this side of the bedroom, the light table juggled for space with a drafting table. Beyond those, in front of the large window nearest the door, a state of the art new easel stood, angled to the light, on the special rubber backed matting they’d selected to protect the refinished hardwood floor. In the corner into which the door slid back stood racks for fresh canvases as well as finished, or drying works.

Once this place had been Brian's playground. No longer.

Now it was Justin’s space: the working studio of a passionate and gifted artist.

From one end of the loft to the other, the new light fixtures illuminated proof of his talent. Even the dark silk-covered privacy panels held a carefully selected range of sketches. When Justin needed to meet with agents, or clients, one glance at this space would make sure they recognized his gifts.

In silence they stood for a moment looking at it together, taking in all that it meant.

Then Justin turned to face him.

Lips sucked firmly together to stop anything stupid spilling from them, Brian stared down into his partner’s eyes. One beat. Two. Vows, promises, sorrows, joys, past regrets and future hopes all pulsed silently in the air between them.

Then he felt fingers tangle in the belt loop of his jeans.

“You stink,” Justin said provocatively. “We both need a shower.”

In an inevitable Pavlov’s dog reaction, Brian felt his cock stir. He pounced suddenly and swept a laughing Justin into his arms and up the steps, heading for the bathroom.

The past died. Things were born and reborn.

But none of that mattered very much right now. The shower was still big enough for two.







This is a tiny vignette from the Homecoming universe. A glimpse a little futurewards of where the fic is currently at. Hope you enjoyed.


And Happy Anniversary to The Tribe.

Date: 21/10/06 07:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-the-tropics.livejournal.com
*swoons*

Once again Wren,you've made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside :)

Date: 21/10/06 07:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
you were quick. Glad you liked it *g*

and hope there was a handsome prince to wake you from your swoon

Date: 21/10/06 07:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beathen.livejournal.com
This was wonderful! At first I didn't know what was going on, but then I figured it out and I was so excited! Thank you!

Date: 22/10/06 12:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you. Glad you enjoyed :)

Date: 21/10/06 07:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tazza-di-jo.livejournal.com
AW

*happy sigh*

If it weren't you, I'd have been v.v. scared in the first paragraph or so. Evil. :D

Date: 22/10/06 12:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thanks, Jo. I appreciate the trust. But it was meant to be a bit of a tease *g*

Date: 21/10/06 08:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] asm614.livejournal.com
So sweet....

And a nice surprise when I updated my friends list at 1:15 AM, not expecting to see anything new/exciting.

Yay for the other side of the world, lol.

Thanks, Wren. I really enjoyed this... and the concept of Justin taking over the loft. I look forward to the future of Homecoming!!

Date: 22/10/06 12:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you. It seems to me a logical move. Justin needs a studio, and the loft has those huge windows ...

I'm kind of looking forward to getting back to Homecoming myself, after the angst of Reverb.

Date: 21/10/06 12:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shadownyc.livejournal.com
This is fabulous! I was hoping that this was where we would see Homecoming heading and you just made my day!!!

Date: 22/10/06 12:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thanks. As has been discussed ad nauseum in the fandom, the most frustrating thing in the last episode was the feeling that all of the growth Brian had achieved was simply discounted as if it was meaningless.

I, on the other hand, believe that both the boys have grown and are capable of further growth and that's what I want to explore in Homecoming. This was a tiny step in that process. Glad you liked it.
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Date: 22/10/06 12:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
What a lovely thing to say. Thank you. :)))
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Date: 21/10/06 03:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lab-jazz.livejournal.com
What a story! You have painted a wonderful word image of 'Justin's' loft, making me wish that I could see a picture of it. I love the ending of it...dominant Brian pouncing on Justin, a nice contrast to Justin's dominance in the rest of the story. I can't wait to read more...

Date: 22/10/06 12:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you. I really appreciate the comment about the word image of Justin's loft, because descriptive passages are the things that I have to work hardest at. As for the ending ... I don't think I'd thought of it exactly that way, but it definitely was intended to convey the sense of balance in their relationship, so thanks for noticing that too. :)
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Date: 22/10/06 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thanks. Glad you enjoyed it. I guess I was worried about the Loft thing ... some people are very attached to Brian's loft (I am myself). I wasn't sure that everyone would be comfortable with the changes.

Date: 21/10/06 04:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] court1429.livejournal.com
Awesome, Wren! I love where you're taking our guys. :)

Date: 22/10/06 12:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thanks. Although conventional domesticity might never be their scene, I definitely do feel that they have an exciting journey to take together. I'm looking forward to getting back to it. If that makes sense. *g*

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Date: 21/10/06 09:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] llvoncan.livejournal.com
Scared me at the very beginning. I like this glimpse of the future. I always thought that Brian's loft would make a beautiful and perfect studio for Justin. You did good at the descriptions of the changes-I could "see" them

Date: 22/10/06 12:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thanks, Lois. I admit that the beginning was intended as a bit of a tease *g*.

It's funny. ITA about the loft - obviously - yet I haven't seen it anywhere else in fanfic. Appreciate the comment about changes. I have to really work at descriptive stuff. It's not something that comes at all naturally to me - left to myself I'd hardly ever describe physical settings. But it was kind of unavoidable this time. So I appreciate very much hearing that it worked.

Date: 21/10/06 09:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crangirl39.livejournal.com
I wasn't quite sure at the beginning, but I love how it evolved. Well done!

Date: 22/10/06 12:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Yes, the beginning was a deliberate teaser. *g* Glad you enjoyed the way it worked out though. :)

Date: 21/10/06 10:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sian265.livejournal.com
I loved it, and I knew right away what I was reading/seeing, you know Brian loves him when he lets him turn the loft into a gallery/studio!

Date: 22/10/06 12:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you. And yes, I agree, to me also it's a definite sign of how committed Brian is to making things work. And also, that he's finally starting to believe that they can and will.

Date: 22/10/06 12:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] damietta.livejournal.com
Well, home is where the heart is and Brian turning the loft into a studio certinaly shows where HIS heart is!

Always love to see something from you.

Date: 22/10/06 01:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
That's a great way to look at it. I like that. :)

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Date: 22/10/06 01:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mdlaw.livejournal.com
Wow, you tease! That was truly an evil way to begin such a lovely picture. I'm rather found of evil, sneaky, teases. m :D

Date: 22/10/06 01:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
tehe! Glad you enjoyed. *g*

Date: 22/10/06 02:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vlredreign.livejournal.com
I can't wait until you get back to the Homecoming story. This was wonderful!

Date: 22/10/06 04:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you. Soon, I hope.

Date: 22/10/06 08:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] faith-27.livejournal.com
Thank you for giving us this little insight in your wonderful series. It's just beautiful..(after figureing out who was who..*g*). Lovely written - as always!

Date: 22/10/06 09:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you. Couldn't resist the little tease at the beginning. *g*

Date: 22/10/06 05:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] callie89.livejournal.com
this was soooooo very lovely. And this little glimpse into the future is very nice indeed. My imagination is running wild with the possiblities.

Your writing really is special.

;-)

Date: 22/10/06 09:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you very much. I'm getting intrigued by the possibilities myself. And looking forward to getting back to Homecoming after the angst of Reverb.

Date: 22/10/06 06:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kitkatbyte.livejournal.com
Aww, that's cute! I was really confused about what was going on, but it made more sense by the end.

Date: 22/10/06 09:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thanks. Couldn't resist the little tease at the beginning.

Date: 12/10/07 06:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bodleian.livejournal.com
I've just finished reading the "Homecoming" series and I really enjoyed it. I liked both the story and the way that you wrote Justin and Brian. All I wanted at the end of the series was for them to be together and you have given me that. Thank-you for writing.

Date: 13/10/07 01:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you. More of Homecoming to come, and fairly soon I hope.

Have you read Reverberations? It's my re-write of S5, and it is the prequel to Homecoming. That is getting close to the end now, and once it's done I'll be able to concentrate on Homecoming.

Glad you enjoyed H, anyway. And thanks for the feedback.

W

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Date: 8/3/12 12:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] m-elle-22.livejournal.com
rereading (yes, agian. do you have a problem with that? Huh?)

i am excited to notice that homecoming is almost ready to connect with this future fic. amazing. i cant believe the commitment you have put into this hobby, obsession, whatever.

that being said, YOU ARE NOT DONE YET. You have other future fic im going to reread and imagine how you might just piece your story together to all fit. Surly, another decade's worth of work, lol.

THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU for the gift of Reverb and Homecoming.

Date: 9/3/12 03:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wren-kt7oz.livejournal.com
Thank you. I truly appreciate it.

It is amazing, when you think of it.

Although, it doesn't seem possible to me that it was so long ago that I started the Homecoming saga.

It's a constant source of amazement to me that people have been so loyal to these stories.

And yes, there are more to come.

I'm definitely toying with the idea of another episode in the Justin!Rage 'verse as well.

Thanks again for hanging around, and even more for the regular feedback. It is very much appreciated.

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